live. laugh. love

you have large breasts.

yesterday: alex came in to see me! i hadn't seen her since 2001. we sat around watching the oc and catching up. she left around 4. then i hadda get ready for work at 5. work was pretty fun, but all the other girls were off tonight. so i was with the kitchen staff and the "over 20 crowd" lol. after work tara picked me up and i slept at hers. haha we wound up watching wrong turn at 5am eating chocolate easter bunnies :).

today: chilled around with tara til 3, then my mom picked us up and then z and took us all to the mall. just walked around for a little, i got random playboy glasses lol, and a new belly ring, which i attempted to put in way too soon, so yeah i hope it doesn't get infected now! well after i got home from the mall got ready then went to icon's. nathan picked us up there and we went to his house to wait for his friend david. in the meantime we were messing with his friends cus well we get bored easily and this one girl he knows has like g cups. wow. we were gonna go to batemen's but i wanted to be home early cus i leave for ocean city tm morning with tara and jill! so we just went to taco bell. then at like 9.30 he dropped me off here. i'm all in pajamas and gonna watch white oleander then go to sleep :).

tm's gonna be great. but we leave at 7.45 am and aren't gonna get back home until like 12-1 am. so yeah i need my rest lol.

<33 Sara Mila

( me and the lovelies )

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Everything - Life House

interesting day...

went to school just too meet up with tara then stan, steven, mike t, and anakin met us in front of the tennis courts. then stan dropped anakin off at summit park and the 5 of us drove around for like an hour. went to mcdonalds and smoked out his car. haha dima pulled up in the parking lot with 3 other russians it was chill lol. after we ate went back to stans and watched the movie belly. we were all laying in stans bed - mike t lol. and i like fell asleep spooning stan and tara haha. woke up then we went to blockbustergot another movie which i didn't fall asleep to lol. then the boys played poker while me and tara had orange chicken yum. around 2.30 stan dropped steven and mike t off at school. me and tara went to the hospital with him to visit his grandma. went to the food court and just ate most of the time. and talked to these random guys who were playing really loud ringtones.

then went to go visit alex p and sidrosha (serg's russian name lol), he just got really hott tinted windows. then back to taras for like an hour, then back to mine with tara, then back to tara's until her dad got mad at her over some random thing. so my mom picked me up.

then went to my cousin's cus my mom was being annoying and tried to make me go out somewhere with her or go there.. so i was like fuck it, cousin's it is.

got home at 9 and then some kid put me in a bad mood. and started talking shit when he had no idea what he was even talking about. so i just stayed home and didn't have anyone over, like he got me that mad. no one can ever do that... i might go out with z or the guys later tonight, but i doubt it cus i just wanna sleep and forget about tonight. ok well i'm ok.

<33 Sara Mila

Current Mood: blah

grab your lighter, roll a sticky, let's get higher
monday: after school tara came over, then i had work at 5. whoa, we worked our asses off. it was me sherri nadine and marlee. and like we had soo many customers holy shit.

tuesday: school, work much quieter :). emanuel is soo adorable, lol nadine's so much fun to close the atrium with cus she makes an ass out of herself too :).

today: after school tara came over, went to 7-11 and the bank to cash my paycheck :). then at like 5.30 went to the jcc to visit stan, haha he looked up our pictures on the comp ahh mines from when i was like 9 years old, haha i was the weirdest looking kis ever. then tara's dad picked us up and we went to woodlawn to pick up his corvette, it's only a 2 seater so me and tara hadda share the seat the whole 30min ride listening to oasis (i decided i like only one song by them) and then i just got home like a half hour ago.

going grocery shopping with my mommy tonight haha, of course.

not going to school tm. stan said he'd pick me and tara up in the am. and then we'd do something during the day with him and the other russian lovers lol.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Blueberry Yum Yum - Luda

yesterday: went to woodholme with tara and jill, barnes and noblee. starbucks has the most amazing 5 cheese and tomato sandwich! yum. after then went to blockbuster. came home and josh s and matt s came over. so we all just watched "the hillz" which is a random movie with paris hilton in it lol. then we watched saw and i was like hiding under josh the hole time lol. i can't deal with the bloody stuff. after the boys left tara's dad picked us up and we all went back to her house. stayed up til like 3 on the phone with some girl who claimed that tara's boyfriend got her pregnant..like wtf. ew.

today: we all woke up at like 9 then went out to ihop. went back to her house and matt k and collin over for awhile. then dropped them off and went to the harbor. haha the guys at the fudgery are soo cute. i adore them. we went to california pizza kitchen for lunch and got the best white pizza ever. just got home like 30 mins ago. and going out with mymy to fudruckers at like 6 i think.

tara lent me episodes 1-8 from the oc, so yay! gonna go watch that now lol

<33 Sara Mila

( frickin' fantastic )

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Not That Kinda Girl - JoJo lol

THE RING 2 - WORST MOVIE EVER

after school, tara and jill came over, then went to dinner with them to see noah, and josh.

then z picked us up to go see the ring 2 and we saw dan at the theatre waiting for whoever so he came with us to the mall and sort of ditched them lol. came back to see the 9.15 show. haha i made sucha scene in the movie. i was talking really loudly about my "wet dreams"i to jill and haha i was sucha bitch to the guys in front of us cus they were trying to have like eye sex with icon. and they reeked of weed which made z's nose burn haha. wow, i just love owings mills. the movie was sooo horrible, so i had to make it fun :).

after the movie z, icon and dan came back here, and they just left a little while ago.

( my lovessss )

Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: Mic Check Remix

yesterday: skipped 7th pd with tara...again lol. norbert picked us up with matt k., alex n., and dorian. haha as i was getting out of the car i smashed my head on the roof! ouch. then i had work at 5-9.30. with sherri. and emanuel helped me break down in the atrium for like 20 mins during his break. aww. lol.

today: after school tara came over and we walked to 7-11, omg some 50 year old cab driver walked up to tara and was like "you're the most beautiful women in the world, do you wanna go out on a date sometime, i bet you have a boyfriend, yeah that's prob it" and then walked away. without like saying anything else lol. then we walked to benny's pool hall. and stan picked us up from there and took us to twin ridge. alex p and serge, serge's girlfriend were there. chilled outside for awhile, smoked, watched the boys work on serge's car. then went to alex's. stayed there for like an hour, then at 5 stan took me and tara back to my house. my mom took me and tara to the mall, then went to her house and drove to friendlys for a brownie sunday :). lol, she dropped me back off at like 8:30.

soo tired and i have work tm.

got a new kenneth cole bag, it was $55 but i wanted a new bag for school.

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Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Papa Roach - Anxiety

i love you a little more each time
yesterday: omg, so you know the swinging door restaurant have? well emanuel was holding it open for me. and like 2 seconds after i walk through he comes like slamming against the door and i'm like wtf....and look up and notice his fingers are stuck. he had like tried to close the door behind me but forgot about his fingers. so omg i felt sooo horrible. his like knuckles were bleeding a little so he just sat with his hand in ice. i tried to apologize but he said it wasn't my fault at all and that he still loved me. but then julio was like "look what you did sara!" everytime i walked in the kitchen, to make me feel worse about itlol. i hate hurting ppl, ughhhh. josh came to visit me at work, so i took a break when there were like tons of customers and walked around outside with him haha, i'm so nice.

but like an hour after that nadine walks in the kitchen and emanuel's like "i think i crush on your friend" and she's like "well i know she has likes you".

and earlier he was talking to sherri about taking me out one night :)

today: school was ok, the day moved too slow. i was trying to fall asleep in spanish but it didn't work out cus my teacher like kept staring at me, and ugh.

hahaha mr hain thinks me z tara jill and sherri are all crackheads. cus we sit there talking about the most awkward shit in his class. like and we're really loud about it too lol

and have an A- in english! :), i thought i would have like a D

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: That's When I Love You - Aslyn

sucha good weekend.

yesterday: got to miram's at 3. then just chilled out there til 6. then me, her met like 10 of her friends at this asian restaurant. haha then went to cvs just because it was right next door. this guy in a wheelchair made fun of us he was like "i remember when me and my friend used to hang out in front of the cvs, damn we were cool" dammit, we were just waiting for her dad and his truck lol. a couple of the guys james, bruno, and aric started dancing haha. and ppl gave them change. i think they wound up with 3 dollars but w.e haha. um then her dad came and picked us up. and it was 6 of us in the bed of his truck cus all twelve of us had to fit in the truck and i was between these girls rosie and elaina and this kid olav's dick was like 2 inches from my face, and everytime we turned we would all fall on top of eachother, haha it was actually pretty funny, despite the pain.

got back to miriams, haha danced around to her techno shit. sat around listening to random ppl play guitar drinking this amazing peach vodka. got a little tipsy, haha bruno was the best, he's sucha lightweight, and this kid kid hogan punched this guy alex in the face while they were dancing and he broke it, aw. haha miriam has huge dogs and alex like seriously jumped on top of me when he them it lol and one almost bit him. aw poor kid. alex and james started counting everytime i said "that's hott" or that's sexy" and then james started saying "that makes me cream my pants" about everything....yum. watched freddy vs. jason umm then ppl left at like 12. except james, aric and hogan. so me miriam and liz walked them home. then some lady threatened to call the cops cus we were on her lawn, i told her i loved her and then she yelled at me :(.

we dropped them off and then it was just 3 girls walking around on a side street at 12.30 am. i was a little freaked to say the least.

got back to miriam's. then they watched thirteen but i couldn't pay attention so i was on the phone then fell asleep. went to mazza this morning with miriam and liz. then my mom picked me up at 12. and i have work at 4...shit...lol

( loverly pictures )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: 3 Days Grace - Wake Up

kissing the life into something that already died
yesterday : skipped 7th pd with tara and we were gonna walk to greenspring shopping center. but them we saw dima, so he and his friend drove us. just walked around for a little went to rite-aid cus i wanna color my hair sort of blondish reddish tinted brown., but all the shades were too red. idn, went to shoppers to look for alex n.saw emanuel cus we walked past accent's. and he was like waving through the kitchen door lol.

then came home and got a huge headache so i slept til like 7. then z called and i went over there. and we went to kenilworth cus sumbal needed a lax stick. me and z went to south moon under and they had the cutest juicy flipflops for only $10. then to towson. then we tried to go to coldstone, but the fucking line was sooo long. went to subway just before it closed. then came home at like 11.

watched jawbreaker cus it's so easy to fall asleep to lol. but then back out with at 1.30. drove around, got lost in our own city lol then finally 7-11. we should have gone to columbia to see this guy. but z hates highways.....

today : going to bethesda to see miriam!! ahh i <33333 that girl! it's her bday and i'm gonna see ryan! she called at like 10 this morning and woke me uppp, dammit lol.

coming back like sunday morning/afternoonish, then work at 4 with nadine :). so i'm gonna so tiredd.

<33 Sara Mila

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Flow - Transister

work work work

friday night - out dinner with sarel and noah :). haha i <33 israeli guys

saturday - my house / 7-11/ towson with z and sumbal :). z got nose rings....even though she doesn't even have it pierced yet, loser. then we all went on a random like drive around the city with noah...because well idn.

and i went to sleep really upset. because you know, i'm so tired of guys. what's the point of making a promise you don't even plan on keeping. even if it's like something really stupid, it builds up. just don't even say anything in the first place, it's unecessary when this guy just like promises to do something that he himself suggests and just doesn't follow through with. i've taken way to much crap from him.

today - finished my english paper and had work from 4 - 9.15. with greenies, EMANUEL, and sherri. haha larry told us a story about some random company so it was like 5 of us sitting around not even waiting on customers. everything i need emanuel's help with seems to involove ketchup. haha i couldn't figure out how to use the can opener. me and jess have amazing spanish speaking abilities. "butt pocket, yo quiero un POCKETBOOK pequeno" "muy bonita kiss kiss" ehhh "FEA", "oscar, PAPAS FRITAS, sacar la basura por favorrrrrrr". hahaha way too much fun with that girl. back to emanuel, he just knows how to talk to you and make you feel like 10x better.

( and......pics )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Run - Snow Patrol

work yesterday was actually the most fun i've ever had on the job lol. haha me and nadine sherri and emanuel.

i made him fill up the ketchup bottles for me :) but he enjoyed it.

we had some alone time in the kitchen. haha just ate some fries and talked about somestuff. relationships w.e. i hope it's gonna go somewhere. i'll def post a pic of him if i get one tonight...he's just yummmm. latin loverrr lol <33

tonight it's me nadine mar and emanuel and julio (of course nadine's happy haha)

i'll make a real update soon but i've been working from 5-9.30 the past 2 days!

( my oh so lovely uniform )

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Home - 3 Days Grace

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^finally got a myspace!

tell me yours or add me <333

yum yum, another day offfff

work was interestingggg yesterday lol. from 4-5 it was me, mar, and sherri, and our spanish speaking amors lol. then it was just me and jess from 5-close. we talked to oscar!!!!! haha not that we can actually hold a convo with him lol.

oscar - muy bonita // jess - yo no lo no ummmm understando // me - er...no comprehendo

emanuel is gorgeouss, and julio isn't any lesss amazing (well......only by a little lol).

i had to keep bending over to fill the fridge lol i was in soo much pain after like 15 mins of that. i was afraid my belly would start bleeding again.

me and jess wound up getting ketchup allllll over the floor. and emanuel made us burgers...but of course i made him go back and get us fries.

no schoool today. it's been a 5 day weekend...counting on being off tm too *crosses fingers*

( i got bored...lol )

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Keane - Everybody's Changing

yesterday: got my bellybutton pierced, haha thank gd there was no damage from the times i've attempted to do it myself lol. then went to noah's new apartment! it was so cute the only thing his mom could say was " gosh......your floor are so masculine". then when i got home alexis came over. then like 10 mins later weitz sort of popped in lol. then we wait for my mom to get home and josh, matt, jess, mar and laur came over. they all left around 12, except alexis. then we were just up watching "cheaters" and random spanish tv.

then i woke up and my bellybutton was like filled with blood! i was freaking out lol. alexis said it was normal, but i'm still a little grossed out. dropped alexis off home, went to the mbi meeting! and saw MIRIAM, isacc, and dkp. miriam might come down to baltimore next weekend(hopefulyyyy!). yup. work at 4 til like 9.30 again, yeesh.

( piercing :) )

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Lately - Stevie Wonder

no school today :). cus of the snow, ugh i still hate it.

had my first day of work tuesday. and have work again today at 5.

which means i miss the oc. but i guess it's ok once in awhile lol.

my mom finally developed pics from the regular cam.

( the pictures xo )

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Take Your Sweet Time - Jesse M

i wanna see you, but there's not time

good day. lol we throw way too much food at lunch, we're like little second graders.

tomorrow: school for like 3 periods. then skipping from english through c lunch with josh.

then work after school with mar.

manicures. then maybe out with mar and jess.

then leaving for newyork at 6am on friday!!

i'm gonna be sixteeeen in less than 48 hourssss :)

so yeah, i prob won't update before then, but i'll comment :)

so i'm gonna be gone until monday night, so i'm gonna be inactive for four days so anyone planning on doing any friend cuts keeeep me xox!

honestly as much as i love black tie i'd soo prefer sweats and shorts. haha if only that was appropriate wedding attire.

( dress for wedding )

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Mario Winans - 3 Days Ago

i've still got sand in my shoes, and i can't shake the thought of you
interesting day.
fell asleep at like 1. cus yeah i was on the phone with my ex again til like 12.45, it's kinda weird i guess,maybe we're way too close, because he's in a relationship and i mean even though we still have that connection, it just isn't the smartest thing to act/talking about acting on it. (it's not who you think it is, i promise you.)

school was good. we're gonna get hell tm for what happened in world history today though lol. went to 7-11 after school and there was something in the parking lot so my mom got a flat tire. edward was there too. :).

and then this like 30 year old in a black mercedes pulled over to the place where my mom was getting the tire changed and asked if i was married and tried to talk to me. and i was just like "um i'm not even 18 yet, so bye". wtf i've never been asked that before lol, and seriously i look young for my age.

basically, it's the day after valentine's day, and it makes me want a real relationship more than ever. i realize i'm being a total hypocrite seeing as i just threw one away. but still atleast i realize it now.

sorry about the rant. but gosh. i feel like the day after valentine's day is harder than the actual day.

<33 Sara Mila

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Jay Z, The Beatles - Allure

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!! even though mine hasn't been particularly amazing :/

lol w.e so much else to look forward too. NYC for 4 days (friday - mondayy) my birthday on friday, my cousin's wedding on sunday! gonna go see little women on broadway with my cousin and my mommy. i lovedddd that book.

( <3333 alot of pics cus of my boredommmm lol )

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Joe Budden - Ordinary People

yesterday: mall with z, alexis and sumbal. came back to my house watched seven :). around 11.30 greenies, court, stan and andrew came over and we all just did w.e for like an hour. then z, sumbal and all them left. at like 1 me and alexis went out woth niran and these other guys matt and evan/dan?? idn what his name was lol. but i got like soo sick in the car ughh. (idn why though) so me anc alexis came back here. i threw up like 3x, ugh it was so unecessary lol. so yeah then we went to sleep at like 3. i missed 1/2 of the notebook so yeah we finished it this morning :). right now we're watching seen again.

<3333 Sara Mila

( last night )

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Seven

o gosh. yesterday night: we got all ready to go to the party. and kelsey calls and says she's sick or something and can't take us s yeah, then we call jeff and he had to wait til he sobered up to drive. so w.e around 10.30 justin, collin, matt and jesse dropped off zack. so we were with them for a little. then mar and jess came back here with me. and yan called and he said he wanted to chill but he wasn't gonna be back til 2.30. so we were like w.e and tried to waste some time. at 12 z came and picked us up and we drove around, picked up sumbal, went to 7-11. yeah got back here at like 1.15. and was on the phone with random ppl. again, wound up on the phone til like 5 lol.

( pics my love )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Damaged - Plumb

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